Yesterday
"The God of Israel will be your rear guard."~ Isaiah 52:12
At the end of the year we turn with eagerness to all that God has for the future, and yet anxiety is apt to arise when we remember our yesterdays. But God is the God of our yesterdays, and He allows the memory of them to turn the past into a ministry of spiritual growth for our future. God reminds us of the past to protect us from a very shallow security in the present.
From reading this today, I immediately started thinking to myself, 'How am I honoring the gift of today with my past, present, and hope for the future right now?'
I think it's easy (and normal) to see "New Years" and "January" as the new start we've all been waiting for. But isn't that the thought each year for so many of us? As if we are suddenly going to be able to break old habits, commit to better choices, and free ourselves from heavy burdens at the hour of midnight. A new year is positive and a gift: Another day and year for learning, growing, living, and loving. And if it does provide the transformation any of us are looking for, I'll be the first to welcome it and be glad!
Today I have found myself enjoying treats left from the Christmas celebration table, drinking tea and coffee, writing more holiday cards and notes, updating my blog, looking at pictures, and soaking up the end of the year. While the "Best of 2013 music" plays in the background, I'm actually making a personal list of all the things I'm personally proud of /glad/thankful/grateful for from this year.
This morning I practiced yoga, played music, drank coffee, and read for as long as I desired. I didn't set an alarm, I woke up when I was ready, I didn't have anywhere to rush off to, and I could simply 'Be'. I took my last shower of 2013 (Be healthy. Be Clean. Hehe) and decided to dress up for the day. I've tried to not rush myself at all today, keep calm, and enjoy today for all it is. I don't want to feel pressed for time, frustrated about plans for what to do tonight [New Years Eve: International Day of Indecisive Plans], or anxious about things that I can't control today that have to do with days to come.
I'm looking forward to spending the evening with some of my Irish friends and ringing in the new year together. Who knows where we will all be this time next year.... After all this, this time last year I was in Atlanta, GA with friends and family with no idea I'd really be here in Dublin tonight.
Today I am glad to be alive, grateful for where I am, thankful for my health/family/friends, and full of joy and hope for what next year will hold.
As my mom would say, "We are not striving for perfection. We are aspiring to be a little bit better each day, so we can blossom into our best selves."
Light and Love from me to you on in to the days to come.
:)
Lamentations 3:22-23
Because of the LORD's great love we are not consumed, for his compassions never fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.
*****HAPPY NEW YEAR!*****
Cheers,
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